Mom...This is a poem to my mommy, Natasha, who will never know my true thoughts and feelings.Underneath my cold, rough, and seemingly flawless surface,you've left my insides tattered, in shambles, shattered. All because of YOUR failures and hardships. All because of YOUR shame.My face left stinging from your anger fueled lashes,I swore I were an unwanted stepchild. I thought you purely despised me.. I thought you had no real need for me.. I thought it was I who just failed you....But I know now that it's just in your nature.You have no control of your own life,So you take mine.You try to live through me. I wrote this poem because I will always have something inside me that despises you too. I wrote this for my own comfort. I wrote this to ful
Lyrics Can't believe that I feel good enough.It's been a long time coming,but I feel good.Doesn't really matter how I feel inside.Oh lonely,lonely little life.You're pushing and pulling me down.I can't say no to you.It was always youfalling for me,but I don't know what I want.Because I've never felt like this before.I hate this.I hate this.